或许只是要与不要的问题。
如果你要，什么都不是问题。
如果你不要，再多的问题已不是你的问题。
不是吗？
要知道到底是要还是不要真的那么难吗？
我不知道。
或许我根本就没那个心去想。
不想去想，就能暂时不面对吧？！
有时就想什么都不想，自己一个人静一静。
感觉每天都没时间自己静一静，每天都好忙。
但是真的那么忙吗？
在车上听着歌曲，闭着双眼，休息着脑袋，那个时候很静，但不也想了千百个事情。
听着课时，突然魂已不再课堂时，不也依然不知不觉想着某件事情。
闭上眼看见的事或许应该完成，因为虽然选择逃避，但其实它一直存在，而自己还很在意。
逃也逃不了。
面对？！不想。
下决心，能等于承诺。
我知道我很大可能做不到，不想毁承诺。
我会对那样的自己很失望的。
什么能让我下决心呢？
能让我一想起就有动力，不管多累都不放弃的目标。
你在哪啊？
说来说去，还是要与不要的问题。
我想要，可是还没准备好。
停在想的阶段， 少了行动。
少了一点力气，一点决心，一点目标。
多了一堆借口，一堆堕落，一堆泄气。
我不是你们看到的那样！
那不是我，你们知道吗？（小声到没有出声的必要）
我们是活在别人想象里的人类。
为了所谓的“处处为你好的人”努力着不让任何人，包括自己失望。
因为他们的期望，我们也扛上了，因为爱与感激吧？!
不是迷失了自我，只是真正的自己已只是你我眼里的彼此。
在别人看来，我们还是我们和她们想象的一样过得很好；在我看来，你我跟别人看见的不同。
你我比他们看见的还真，还可爱，还快乐，虽然不同但也过得很好:D
一次性说了一堆，想了一堆。
呵呵，感觉好多。哈哈哈。
我不敢说我能做到，但我希望能快乐的做到。
这是愿望/希望，不是承诺>,<
Saturday, 28 March 2015
Saturday, 21 March 2015
Weird dream
I had a bad dream yesterday.
The dream was started with receiving lots of messages and images from him.
Actually I didn't managed to remember the content of those messages, but I remember he asked me to go to a place to meet with him.
And I could reached that place immediately (because it's a dream )and I asked my college friends to accompany me there.
It's a dark and scary place with lots of doors and rooms.
I felt that he wanted to discuss something serious with me. (My opinion xD )
We went into that place and walked deeper and deeper until...
I opened a door and he opened another door at the same time.
Both of the doors could reached the same room.
I saw his sad face and eyes.
When my friend tried to walk into that room, I pushed her out. Hahaha.
I closed the door.
He cried.
I was shocked because he looked very sad and he cried. OMG.
I was speechless and didn't know how to console him.
So, I woke up.
When I slept again, the dream continued. Hahaha. TT
He told me a lot of things and I am his only listener who be with him.
Actually I didn't know what he have told me, but I knew I wanted to be a good listener.
The dream ended when I woke up again.
I sent him a message and asked him whether he was okay.
Hahahaha.
The answer was he was fine.
So funny.
Weird dream.
The dream was started with receiving lots of messages and images from him.
Actually I didn't managed to remember the content of those messages, but I remember he asked me to go to a place to meet with him.
And I could reached that place immediately (because it's a dream )and I asked my college friends to accompany me there.
It's a dark and scary place with lots of doors and rooms.
I felt that he wanted to discuss something serious with me. (My opinion xD )
We went into that place and walked deeper and deeper until...
I opened a door and he opened another door at the same time.
Both of the doors could reached the same room.
I saw his sad face and eyes.
When my friend tried to walk into that room, I pushed her out. Hahaha.
I closed the door.
He cried.
I was shocked because he looked very sad and he cried. OMG.
I was speechless and didn't know how to console him.
So, I woke up.
When I slept again, the dream continued. Hahaha. TT
He told me a lot of things and I am his only listener who be with him.
Actually I didn't know what he have told me, but I knew I wanted to be a good listener.
The dream ended when I woke up again.
I sent him a message and asked him whether he was okay.
Hahahaha.
The answer was he was fine.
So funny.
Weird dream.
Sunday, 15 March 2015
Left Or Right
We always need to make a choice in order to solve a lot of problems.
Left or Right?
Some people choose to stay in the middle so that they won't have to decide whether is left or right.
But, I realised choosing to be at middle somehow equal to choose to give up for both of the choices.
It may ended up losing both choices.
When you tend to stay close to both sides, eventually you are choosing to give up both sides.
Is this true?
Just think about it.
You will have your own opinion, for sure.
For me, it may be true but it depends.
Left or Right?
Some people choose to stay in the middle so that they won't have to decide whether is left or right.
But, I realised choosing to be at middle somehow equal to choose to give up for both of the choices.
It may ended up losing both choices.
When you tend to stay close to both sides, eventually you are choosing to give up both sides.
Is this true?
Just think about it.
You will have your own opinion, for sure.
For me, it may be true but it depends.
Thursday, 12 March 2015
看不见的幸福
幸福是什么？
看不见，也摸不到。
可是自己却可以感受到它的存在。
幸福，就是那么的神奇。
满满的关心，满满的爱，就是能让一个人感觉到幸福的存在。
人，可以因许多许多的事情或人而幸福。
一切只在于你怎么看待自己所拥有的一切。
而我，非常珍惜和感激我所拥有的一切。
我不知道永远有多远，也不知道自己可以握住让我幸福的一切多久。
所以我要好好珍惜着，至少现在好好握紧。
谢谢所有在我身边的人，包括在我心里的人（没能见面的人）。
记住哦，因为有你们，我才在这。
我才在这，幸福地在这儿。
或许我们不能时常在一起，可是彼此都知道彼此在另一端好好的。
这样也不错，对吗？
我感觉到你们，你们呢？
你呢？
总之，幸福事小。
再磨蹭，你就会失去幸福多一天的机会哦。
嘿嘿嘿=3=
Sunday, 8 March 2015
不可思议的事情
不可思议的事情发生了。
还是不敢相信那是真的。
因为太不可思议！！！
不知道那天（蛮特别的日子）会怎样，好害怕哦。
我很胆小的勒。
可是还是很开心！
开心，开心，我疯了。
把此事告诉他时，他好激动哦。
如果他那时在我旁边，我想我会拉着他旋转着跳吧。
哈哈哈。
我们都太激动了。
告诉家人时，他们都觉得好惊奇哦。
哈哈哈，是我吗？！不可思议耶！是我=P
告诉好朋友们时，我才告诉其中一个朋友而已。
但是才一会儿，好朋友们全都知道咯。
效率超高的耶，她们太棒了。
真的是太好笑了，我的朋友们。
哈哈哈，太爱你们了。XP
至于是什么事就不说了，总之我是个幸运儿。
是一件开心的事。^0^
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