I won't

Please return what you have taken from me.
I don't want any replacement because there're a lot of things that couldn't be replaced.
You shouldn't take it because it belongs to me.
Mine stuffs. Get it?
My memories which belong to me. Get it?
Why are you so rude for taking other people's belongings?
I told you before don't repeat the same mistake again and again.
I have forgiven you for so many times.
But it doesn't mean that I wouldn't get mad anymore, this time gonna reach my limit for you.
This is the third serious time for making me so sad.

You are so terrible.
Why you knew that memories were so important for me yet you wanted to take it away?
Away from me, why?
And you took everything, why?
Took everything which no belongs to you.
Do you know for making someone super sad, that person will remember clearly for the whole incident?
And now I can tell you I will remember it!

I won't forgive for this time. I won't.

回到母校#2

又回到母校啦~
那儿还是和以前一样热，哈哈。
这次是学院要我回去的。
说是要感谢母校对我的栽培和随便做一下宣传哦。(有小教育展）
我都不想去，很丢脸勒。

告诉你们哦。
以前的校长好像不都不了解我们为什么来啊。
还捐钱给我母校。
那钱应该给我嘛，哈哈。
不然校长不妨用那钱装多点风扇，哈哈。
还有没人看我们给校长支票，好像宣传效果不佳哦。
校长好像都不大要理我们的。:((((

在那有看到学弟、学妹们。
原来还有学弟记得我的名字，不可思议耶。（以前有过快乐回忆）
还有一个记得我的老师，这数量够了。
反正我没什么存在感的，而且要低调。
我也不喜欢被认出。

就这样结束了我回母校的一天。
其实还蛮想念以前的老师，但没机会看到他们。

For now;(

As I mentioned last time, I promised to work harder.
We promised.
Are you very busy?
Please rest well at the same time.
Don't over tired please.
I feel that I am lost and I want to find myself back.
Perhaps I am the one who over thinking, perhaps you are fine and we are fine.
But the way, I am fine?

I am in my own world.
Finding my way out.

幸福之旅

一起去了马六甲参加比赛。
四人一组的队伍。
原本不是很熟或根本不认识，现在熟透了。哈哈哈。
一起吃喝睡聊走看买笑拍。
虽然很累，但很开心。

虽然没赢得比赛，但学了很多。
至少我们成功进了半决赛，哈哈。
已经非常不错了。

不懂明年能不能再去，我们会变更好。
一段旅程换来一段好友谊。
我们四个里有两个以毕业foundation, 而我和其中一个马上也会毕业。
那么没意外的话，四人能一起读degree哦。
友谊延续，不断。

还有在这段旅程里，去了很多地方。
买的东西不多，但做了彼此想做的事。
我很开心哦。
平时都是想而已，但没真正做到。
这次做到了，我是幸福的小孩。
还帮他完成了他想做的事。
他脸上的笑容，如可爱的小孩看见很多的糖果那样。

如果可以，我还要再参加！！！！
幸福之旅😉

Promise

We promised each other that we wanted to word harder.

I tried my very best to study for the exam because I hope I can do better than last time.
I did put in effort and it ended up with crazy answers in the exam paper.
I simply chose and wrote.
Can you believe it?! Simply wrote yeah: (
That's not my style.
And I didn't like it.

Feel so down.
Perhaps my effort was not enough, I need to work more harder.

After the exam, my friends still remained the same. They played their phone and laughed like usual.
I didn't know they just didn't care about the exam or they are very optimistic.
But, I have to become better like I have promised.

We must motivate each other.
The feeling of studying together with someone make me feel more energetic.
At least when I feel like want to give up, the promise we made always remind me that someone out there is doing the same thing too.o(^^o)

A beautiful day :)

I wanted to remember that beautiful day.

When I woke up, I thought of my homework and him.

When I sit in a moving car waiting to reach my college, I saw beautiful sky and tree that made me felt relax.

When I reached college, instead of completing my unfinished homework, I chatted with my dear friend.

When we went to computer lab, we were playing around and no lecturer was with us.

When the class ended, it ended earlier then it should be because that new lecturer didn't know that lecture still have one more hour.

When we have our lunch, we have been charged good and services tax, so we ate super super slow to enjoy our meal until the maximum.

When we went back to class after lunch, my friends were playing and chatting around but I didn't join them because I wanted to complete my homework. I felt that I needed to complete it!

When the class started, lecturer discussed the homework and I marked my work not copied the answer! I felt great and I almost forgot that beautiful feeling. I wanted to keep that feeling in mind because that was the motivation I needed. The motivation, which I mentioned in one of the last few post, that I wanted to find and I found it now.

When my friend did something funny and she wanted to do it again, we all laughed it out and the lecturer looked at us to ask what have happened. We continued laughing and she stopped her performance. The lecturer thought we bullied her and laughed at her. Hahaha. Actually she wanted to perform by herself, while we just laughed at her funny actions not bullied her.

When I went home, I helped my another dear friend to find the notes he wanted and finally I found it in a cupboard. I got a lot of things want to share with him but he seemed busy therefore I just shared it here.

Such a beautiful day for me: D
When you smile, you will feel that the whole world smile back to you:)

I am sorry;(

When you did something so wrong, you apologized with the most sincere heart.
But wrong still wrong, you regretted but couldn't change anything.
It's because we couldn't travel time back.
If I could, I won't let this kind of mistake happened.
I won't let or allow myself to be bad to my friends.
I didn't mean it.
It's an accident and didn't know why it was happened. Just like that.
Perhaps this was an excuse for my mistake?!

I have never felt so regret towards something I have done.
I'm sorry. I apologized.
I knew my apology may means nothing to you but I really felt very sorry.
I'm sorry, my friend.
You may not mad and we still laughing together like usual, but I felt bad to myself.

I knew I couldn't change anything.
Mistake was mistake.
But I want to make myself remember that I can't repeat the same mistake again.
Never ever!