Reborn

I think it's the time.
It's exactly two months over.
It's the time for me to reborn.

There are two reasons that preventing people from happiness.
One is living in the past, another one is observing people.
I have been standing still for quite a while and observing other people's life.
I am an audience of people around me watching them living well with and without me.
I just wanted to keep my brain empty and do nothing.
I just wanted to spend my holiday doing nothing.
I have myself surrounded by memories which are nice and also bad.
It's ENOUGH I think.

How are you? I think you are fine.
I am fine and I should be fine too.
I am no longer in your life anymore like you are in my memories.
I am not going to live in the past anymore.
Maybe goodbye did means goodbye.
I remembered this feeling that I used to have once ago.
Keeping everything in my heart and thought it would be forgotten when time passed.
Injuries may be forgotten but it still pain.
In the end, it worsened but after that I seemed to get through. Like finally haha.
This time would be same like last time?
I wish it would.

I believe everything will be okay in the end if it's not okay then it's not the end.
Therefore, what the reason for us to think and worry about things that perhaps won't be happening?
Right?

I have to live for myself.
I am a person who want and will be studying ACCA! (copying Luffy's style :D)
I am going to start my college life again:D
Saying goodbye to my holiday and the old me haha.
Busy life, busy me.
New life, new me.